K so growing up I've always wanted to be with girls I had encounters with a friend of mine we used to have gay sex all the time but I knew deep down that's not what I wanted I was takin advantage by my neighbor at a young. Age my first porn was straight and I get hard ones for gay porn always and lesbain porn transsexual porn and straight but I'm in a relationship with my girlfriend and growing up I had same encounters with my neighbor I'm not sure if I was just horny or anything like that but I kept going back because I get hard during gay porn and sex but I've also had sex with girls my first true love was this girl I met awhile back but she lied to me and slept with her ex for 9 months I was just into dating I'm thinking about asking my girlfriend to marry me now and I can't stop questioning my sexuality I'm LDS I've dated girls my whole life and had sex with girls aswell and only 4'guys and 4 girls but have fooled around with more girls but I know I wanna be with a woman I can have sex with both does this mean I'm bi but lately gsy porn turns me on a lot but I just don't see myself with a man I can't picture it and I've had encounters my head is going nuts over this and I love my girlfriend could me being takin advantage of at an early age cause confusion with my own sexuality I would love to get some advice I just have a oorn addiction or idk i just wanna be with a woman and I wanna stop questioning my sexuality I'm getting headaches cause of this
