I have a feeling that as I mature my imagination is maturing in a different way. I feel like I imagine things happening in real life and I've found that when these things do happen, they feel as I imagined. A recent incident was that I knew my parents would get annoyed at me failing some university subjects. I pretty much predicted what happened in this situation. I cried and that is what I imagined would happen and it felt exactly like I imagined it would. Now I just hope that my imagination is right about how it will feel when I get kissed by a man, To put simply I would describe it as like paradise.(anal sex with a man I imagine feels like heaven). I think my imagination is going to prove it again, I think it'll feel like I am in paradise. Also a question for you all, how do you feel being kissed or having sex with the gender/sex that you like.
With the imagination thing, I actually have something similar in dreams. Like, I'll dream about a specific place or I'll be looking at an object at a certain angle. Usually, not more than a month later, I'll be at that place or looking at something the same way I am in my dream. Usually when this happens, I feel a jolt run through me and I realize that thing has happened before. This has happened since I was a little kid. For all I know, it could be a trick of the mind, but it's pretty dang accurate. As for kissing/sex, I have no experience in either but I am excited for when I get the opportunity.
You don't want to look inside my head. Great minds have tried, and failed. Even I sometimes am surprised by myself... My imagination is pretty powerful. It is a mixture of enjoying the arts, being open-minded, and just being born that way, that allows it to be so. Typically though, I like to envision scenarios and possibilities, as well as back-up plans and counters. It's hard to shake that 'something may go wrong' or 'you can't trust folks' feelings.
The concept of imagination is realistic. At least; you perceiving that imagination is, and I have a very vivid world inside this head of mine... I can do many different things with it - including things I probably don't think I can now.
