So I've been questioning my sexuality lately to the point where I'm looking at girls and guys I've always dated girls my entire life I've had encounters with guys too I get excited both ways one day I'm fine with being bi or straight I just can't see myself with a man I'm 25 years old and this never bothered me before but I just got engaged and I do watch porn but I've watched lesbain and gay porn and gotten off to both but I feel like there's something wrong with me I've tried quitting porn I don't wanna watch it anymore I've been married before and she left me because of porn and she found gsy porn on my comp I felt so ashamed of myself I am lds and I attend church I'm trying to do better now but I can't stop questioning myself before I met the girl I'm engaged to now I was with this other girl for 9 months and we had sex all the time and yes I did like it and enjoyed it I just don't understand what's wrong with me and why I can't stop watching pron could the porn be confusing me I had encounters with guys whe I was young with a friend and the later in but I feel like it was just to get off but I felt in happy and ashamed of myself for it all I just wanna change I wanna marry my fiancé and have four kids and be a dad I just wanna stop questioning myself and get rid of these bad habits
