I don't suffer from internalized homophobia anymore, I mean it's pretty logical, isn't it? What I'm trying to say is that I don't want to fit in the "gay community" anymore. I don't feel alienated, I don't feel like nobody understands me etc. I do have some gay/bisexual friends and I love them to death so I'm gonna support gay people regardless of my sexual orientation and gender identity. It just feels so good to (FINALLY!) know who I am
