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Innocent sexual experimentation

Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by young dreamer 1, Sep 18, 2015.

  1. young dreamer 1

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    Hi, I am 17 years old and remember when I first realized that I might be gay. I was about 8 years old when the signs began to show. I would try to see my friends naked every chance I could. (you know the" ill show you mine if you show me yours stuff"). I remember feeling odd because none of my friends ever seemed to be curious about those things. My first sexual experimentation was with my friend Eric when we were both 10 years old. We were playing outside and we both had to pee. I wanted to see his penis so I started to pee right in front of him and he did the same. We did'nt do much but look, laugh and touched each others really quickly. Anyways, I alwayse felt that I was weird for wanting to do those things and had a really hard time dealing with the fact that I was different. Has anyone else had sexual experiences at a young age and felt like you were performing the crime of the century?
     
  2. ScatteredEarth

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    Yea, I remember doing some experimenting when I was around 8-9ish. Although mine was more 'hands on' with the neighbor kid. I remember him smelling like he never wiped and it was a really gross experience. But I mean, at the time I sorta ignored it and then I got found out by his parents, and they moved shortly afterward. The kid was a prick though, so I felt more ashamed that I was fooling around with him because of that, more than anything :stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes:
     
  3. mallix

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    I can't say i every experimented when I was younger, but when I was about 6 or so, my sister asked me if i wanted to marry a boy when I grow up and i said "ew boys are gross, i'll marry a girl" ... and so i did lol
     
  4. BrokenRecord

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    Of course I have. The summer I was 13 I started experimenting by looking at books on human anatomy and my sister's underwear catalogs (I didn't have access to porn) and it took me a while to understand what masturbation was and when I started trying it the first few times, I felt really guilty for some reason instead of the pleasurable experience you're supposed to have, and I didn't know why I kept doing it. I felt like I was doing something really wrong that would have a negative effect on me for the rest of my life, but luckily I grew out of that and it's not such a big deal to me anymore. I'm glad I was able to move past that.
     
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