I get jealous of people very easily, whether it be their happiness, friends, personality, or just life or general. If I'm on Instagram and someone I know happens to post of picture of them with a friend, I get super jealous of that. It's awful, and I don't even know why it makes me so envious. If someone even just TELLS me they're happy I get jealous, and it's not even that I'm unhappy. I desperately just want to be able to feel happy for other people and their achievements, instead of just feeling hopelessly bitter. I feel like such a mean person... I also have this thing where if I'm having a good time with other people, I desperately want others to see me so THEY feel jealous. It makes me feel like such a jerk, and I have no idea why I even have these feelings. Any advice on how to deal with these awful feelings? Have any of you guys felt like this?
