Tonight I was hanging with my sister and we were watching the new eps of Lost on ABC. (Awesome! Did anyone see it?) And one of the sexy characters, Sawyer, had his shirt off and my sister was drooling over him out loud and I just had to sit there and say nothing. But I wanted to, and that was when I realized that I needed a friend. I need someone who knows. I use to have someone, but they ended up leaving me at the drop of a coin for personal reasons. Their own personal reasons...(It's amazing how someone can be your best and loyal friend for 8 years and then up and change. And I mean this person drastically changed who he was overnight. I can't comprehend it in my mind.) Anyways, I don't have any friends. At all. I have acquaintances. I would love to have someone who I'm just myself around.
I know the feeling. All the people I would be comfortable with are scattered across the country. It sucks. Hopefully you will meet some awesome people soon.
I would hang with you but I'm sure you live no where close to where I live. No one does but it is Dela-Where. I hope you find a good friend.
Thanks thebikelady and singtoh1! I wish the same for both of you as well. It's just one of those nights, ya know?
oh stop it, I'm sure your not boring or pessimistic but if you ever need to talk feel free to message me, ok?
If you are looking to be yourself around people you may want to see if there are any LGBT groups where you live and join them.
I definitely know how you feel, I was the exact same way when I first realized who I actually was, after that I had know one to talk to about my feelings because I was freaked out what they would think about me. Even though some of my friends know, they don't always want to hear it all the time, but in the end it turned out ok. Hang in there, I am sure you find someone whom you can confide in. Just be patient. Btw, I LOVE your Avatar! Peace out!
there will always be someone there for you i know the feeling i moved to a totally different place once and had absolutely no one to talk to but as the first year went on, it got much better! you must start talking to people there's nothing to lose
Hi don't know where you are but hey I am boring too ) feel free to pm me.I am twice your age ,so i can bore you with old stuff and you can teach me new stuff .I'm always willing to listen people, to new music , watch new films , and attempt new things after a bit of persuasion .Your still young and the world is your oyster, corny I know but go out and grab it.Otherwise before you know it your be as old as me.
I kinda had that. Then I went on the net and found myself some guys who're good friends now. =] So I'm happy.