Hello people! Its been a year since I fell for a guy, and after a lot of emotional drain, hurt, and pain, I liead in my bed a week ago, thinking that nothing I did made sense! WTF :help: So since a week I've been getting up early, talking a walk, exercising and I must say I feel great. For long I thought that its okay to be sad, depressed, no, its not. So I've thrown myself at studies, I'm loving studying, eating what I like and IT FEELS GREAT! Yes, I love my crush, yes, he's straight, but crying around won't change that, so why cry? Its been a long time I have felt this positive, and I'll try to keep it so. Love you people, just thought that it would be nice to declare, even though seemingly meaningless that I am striving towards a happier me. Hope someone, anyone out here reads this, gets out of depression, pain everything negative and takes back control of their life Love yourself!
You're friggin awesome af. I understand your pain though. I mean I've major anxiety about the future. So I always end up walking an extra hour on my way home and then back the original way so I've time to think. Plus I've my music with me and being a maladaptive daydreamers =happy me XD
Happy to see someone taking life under their reins and working things out. You've been an inspiration to the circumstances I find myself in. Thanks, MCR. :3
