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Goodbye, for now. I'll be back.

Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Canterpiece, Jan 30, 2016.

  1. Canterpiece

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    It has come to my attention that things have been going...south lately. And quite frankly, I just need a break from here to figure myself out- who I'm going to be, and what I'm going to do with my life to some extent. Sure, it may sound cliché but... I feel like I could really do with some time to think.

    I have spent a lot of time here on EC, and met some wonderful people- that I have connected to and enjoyed having conversations with. I have gained advice from others, and have learnt a great deal here. But I don't want to get all sappy on you now. :icon_wink

    Ideally, I want to come back here with a better sense of self- an identity of my own,a happier and more balanced existence. But, realistically I have my doubts of such a transformation.

    Still, I'm going to miss it here in a weird sort of way- and I hope to return in June when I'm 17. But for now, I wish you all farewell. Thank you for everything that you have done. (*hug*) Hopefully you'll still remember me when I get back! I hope I'm not that forgettable! :grin: Adiós, amigos. Auf Wiedersehen. Peace. Farewell. Bye for now. :slight_smile:

    Sorry, I'll just go now. :eusa_doh: I'm annoying myself at this point! :lol:

    -Canterpiece

    (The cantering mantelpiece)

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    Best of luck! Hope it all goes well for you!
     
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    Fare thee well ung Knight. Go onward and Pierce through life with certainty..
    Lolz see what I did there XD. OK time to get cereal now...
    Good luck and I hope to see you back on here sometime
     
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    Hope all goes well, and smooths out at least a bit. Wish you luck!~
     
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    Best of luck with everything. Look forward to having you back in the future when you feel up to returning (*hug*)
     
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    Bye! Hope you have yourself figured out when you get back!
     
  9. Canterpiece

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    *Sighs* My willpower is terrible....this is what? 9/10 days or so I've been gone and yet I'm back? I should feel ashamed.... but truth be told I've been seriously missing this place, perhaps I've been getting overly-dependent on it. But I've had several instances where I've been stuck for advice and there isn't really anyone I can turn to on these kind of things besides here. It may seem like a short time that I was gone (because it was) but it certainly felt like a long time. It made me realise just how lonely and pathetic I am I guess.

    "January till June" was the idea, my own set project if you will. The aim being to spend more time doing other things and become happier in general- but it seems to have backfired on me and just made me feel more isolated.

    I expect I'll get plenty of eye-rolls :rolle: from this, and I don't blame you. But hey, I'm back so yay I guess? :confused:

    I failed. :eusa_doh: Dammit brain.
     
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    Naaah, I did my eyeroll a long time ago. People who say dramatic goodbye always come back sooner than they intended, always :lol: No big deal, I did that once too :icon_wink Welcome back!
     
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    Still, I'd hoped to have made it further than this at least. Ah well, I guess I can't take it back now. :eusa_doh: What am I doing with my life? :bang: :lol: :grin:
     
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