My first boyfriend :D

Sorry it's a long story! I hope you'll readthe entire thing. I'll be happy if you read everything without falling asleep or get bored hahha.

Okay omg. So I met this guy on a dating app a few weeks ago. Let's call him J. It turned out we knew the same people. He asked me to be his valentine but I was too scared to go on a date with him first. He doesnt go to school, because of some issues, but he's the most kind and sweetest person I know. He visits me every big break I have and we hung out a couple of times after school. My friends and teachers always joke making hearts with their hands. One time, J was dropping me off at a class and we hugged, when my teacher screamed: "Awww don't worry! He'll be back soon! Don't you worry!" It was super awkward hahah.

So yesterday he asked if I wanted to come meet his other friends in the city center. I arrived and was so nervous, because I'm really shy when it comes to meeting new people. Especially a whole group. They turned out to be really fun people to hang around with.

So we were sitting on the ground drinking and having a good time, when suddenly he stood up and sits against the wall. I asked what he was doing and he said "come here" and pulled me towards him. I layed down with my back towards his chest and he held me tight and we started hugging. It was really nice. I've never had an actual relationship with a guy before,but it felt nice .

Later most of the group left and now it was only me and another girl. We walked to a museum where we met the girl's girlfriend and they said there were going to get some weed. I'm not interested in smoking and stuff like that, so I was like okay. Me and J walked behind the museum somewhere on a roof where his friends usually hang around. So we were sitting there waiting when he wanted to cuddle again. He sat on this stone bech thingy and i sat with my back towards his chest and he started hugging me again. Suddenly he started kissing my neck and my cheek. My heart was racing. I was too scared to do anything back. I said "what are you doing?" and he responded: enjoying the view, and looking at you." . We stared at eachother for a while, but when I wanted to kiss him back, his friends came back from the shop. DAMIIT! Lol.

So today we met up again. J was grounded so he told me he had to go home soon before his mom found out he was with me again. I knew he wanted to ask me and he knew that I knew. I wanted it too, so I texted him that night before saying: "You know, the 1st of March sounds like a nice date. And it's easy to remember :icon_wink:icon_wink " So today he asked me: "do you want to be my boyfriend? I said yes and we talked a bit more, but he had to go. A few mins later he texted me saying: "So are we a couple now?" I responded with: "I guess so ". "Yay " He said. Now we tell eachother stuff like I'll miss you (He's grounded for a week) and I love you. It's really nice and I hope It will last a while .

Thanks if you read all my rambling! Just wanted to type it down in this big open diary lol.

Hugs!! (&&&)(&&&)(&&&)

 

Thanks alot everyone! I hope it works out well too .

 

Thank you all very much for all the kind words! I appreciate it alot! I hope it'll be a long lasting relationship .

Thanks again everyone!!!

 

Thanks alot!