Valentine's day

I
f**king
hate
this
holiday

My friend killed himself a year ago on this date, not to mention I have to think about the fact that I don't have a boyfriend or any sort of relationship, and probably never will.

I hate this stupid holiday.

 

I might care about this holiday when I have someone to spend it with.

all I had was the oregon 150th birthday celebration today. the capital was full of fat people who came hearing about free cake, hotdogs, and ice creams. oh god, nothing makes me cholstrophbic like being jammed in a confined space with 2000 people.

then radio disney was there, and they had these girls with microphones dancing... and it was like "YOUR 12, DONT GYRATE YOUR HIPS LIKE THAT!"

 

I bought my mom flowers! Not because I don't have anyone,it's that she doesn't.
So,I'm her valentine and that's fine with her!

 

Next year might be different. if I can get a more steady job, I can afford to be social and dateable.

 

Eurgh. Just, eurgh. Valentines can kiss my backside.

 

I actually had plans for valentines for the first time, but they were postponed. -_-

But i'm still not gonna let that get in my way of having fun on valetines, I got my mom flowers and a necklace and my dad a watch, and I made them reservations at a resteraunt. They're actually out right now.

True, it helps if you have someone to share it with, but I find being single on valentines isn't a reason for you to not enjoy the holiday. I learned that this time.

 

My mom gave me candy so I consider it a success =]

 

i did stuff with my mom and best friend- so it wasnt worthless.... but the holiday is pointless, i keep feeling the urge to yell. 'HAPPY LOVE-THEMED CORPORATE HOLIDAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!'

 

I helped build a house with Habitat for Humanity and the boss man hit on the whole day.

It was successful and awkward.

 

Eh. Wasn't that bad.

At the very least, it fell on the weekend this year, so I didn't have to watch all the delusional teenage couples making out in the hallways at school.

...Plus I bought myself chocolate. Yes, I'm pathetic.

 

Not seeing the teenagers making lovey-dovey eyes and playing tonsil hockey was a major plus.

 

I had fun And yes, i'm single, but meh, I just made all my mates my Valentines And plus, one of my mates had a cocktail night, so I got INSANELY drunk...In fact, I even drunkenly asked MANY guys to be my valentine...Im yet to hear back from a few of them hahaha...Might be because the msg read "hEY it's dave happy valentines! I'm VERY drunk wanna be my valentine wooo! so drunk hahah"

Ah, yes, so classy, Dave

 

I did nothing.
But everyday we should love our friends and family!

 

I got wasted
Absolutely and totally wasted


I then spent the evening in EC Chat


I also attempted phonesex with my boyfriend in the army

 

well i was supposed to go to a masquerade ball thing but it got cancelled cos the others had stuff to do! So was quite depressing spending the night at home!

 

I got four hugs the day before, which kept me going through the day!
The day itself was alright, no Valentine's roses/cards/gifts this year but I'm not complaining. Maybe next year.

 

Did nothing. I called the guy I had been dating just to say hi. He was taking a friend of his out for dinner becasue it was their birthday. He was not there and he did not bother calling me back.