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Sex and relationships are terrifying just cant deal with this right now

Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Woveomeneon, May 12, 2016.

  1. Woveomeneon

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    I dont care im just going to go to bead and never get up im so fucking retarted i cant even go back to living a normal life im goinng to be stuck in this fucking stupid life forever im just mostake i cant deal with this im just a sick person who keeps sticking it out cuz if i killed myself pepole would care fuck stop caring about me and give me all the drugs and let me go im having the worst feelings about my life god.
     
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    Sorry you're going through this, man. I don't know your situation exactly, but I can relate a little to what you've said. Depression, being alone, and overwhelmed by the sex/romance scene, these are frequent with me too.

    Just take it easy, yeah? Focus on taking care of you. There is no rush to go off and be in a relationship if you aren't ready, or to have sex if you aren't read either.

    You aren't a mistake, retarded, or a sick person. You are valuable, and deserve love and respect from both others as well as yourself. I know it's hard, and my heart goes out to you, but you have to choose to love yourself. Even if its baby steps, just hold on. One day at a time and this will pass - the pain or the stagnation will not last forever. Try and find some things, even little things, which make you genuinely happy and make it a point to do them more often. Stay strong, yeah? You will get through this.