What are you thinking?

I should be asleep, but I'm too caught up watching Spanglish and playing Pokemon.

Life is goood.

 

how the hell am I going to find someone, being as shy as I am
other than that and the death of my pets still lingering in my head after a year, everything's good.

 

Susumu Hirasawa's new album, Planet Roll Call, is orgasmically good.

 

Rent was awesome, and I wish I can stroll down West Hollywood with a boyfriend and not care about the world

 

Im thinking this house needs to be smaller if im going to be so alone.

 

I'm wondering if now that my family knows who I really am - as good as it went - will things get awkward or will I finally be happy.

 

In the spirit of Hirasawa, I got a new avatar and sig! Both are from Paprika, a 2006 animated movie by Satoshi Kon that Hirasawa did the music for.

 

I'm just thinking about how to finish my Economics project. It's due in two days and my groupmates are frickin' M.I.A. T__T

 

I'M THINKING..

I should have gone to sleep an hour ago. I didn't. I should go to bed for sure in half an hour, so that I have enough drivers ed study time tomorrow. Test is this Friday. I feel so unprepared. I know that come half an hour from know, despite knowing I should be, I still won't be in bed.

RuPaul's album is surprisingly awesome and good for a great dance in this late-night boredom of mine. Wish there was someone to talk to though.

 

I'm thinking about the greatest dog that ever lived.

I'm thinking about my drunk passed out roommate in the room next door and all the troubles she went through these past weeks.

I'm thinking about when I will get to talk to anyone about me. It's not looking like any time soon.

 

Why is it only women who ask me out, or gay guys I can only perceive as women? Where have all the MEN gone?!?!

 

"Should I tell my mom at the start of the weekend, so I have two days to answer questions and alleviate panic attecks? Or should I tell her at the end of the weekend and give her time alone to deal with it?"

Also, on a less serious note: "looking at my highly visible DVD collection on a shelf above the TV, I can't believe my brother didn't figure out I was gay earlier"

 

Weighing up a 7 mile run vs an hour of working on my thesis. Need to have a draft of my interim report ready for my supervisor on Tuesday, but I have a 10k coming up in 5 weeks and I skipped my long run last week too.

 

I'm thinking about the mountain of homework I have to do today

 

im a complete fool

 

I'm wondering why I don't play the xylophone yet.

I'm also wondering why I have been wasting my time typing "O-." on my calculator rather than actually doing my maths homework.
Oh and also I feel a bit sorry for the brackets. Numbers are like gooseberries keeping them from each other.

 

I think it's entirely too early too be up.

I'm also wondering why my girlfriend forgot to call me last night.

Also, I'm craving chocolate. Hmm...

 

I hate having the flu

Plus, Harry Hill is exceptionally funny.

 

^^ Me too! (Get better soon!)

I am thinking about G and how nice it was of him to call me last night even though he was with his best friend who is in town this weekend.