I made a song! Give me kudos!

You can read this as a song, or a poem really; but I drop the note every last word really deep to make every last word sad/happy. I think this song really reflects my current relationship with life/happiness/and love.

I.. Have never been alive,
And yet I've satisfied,
My will to live

I.. Have never been alive,
and yet I'm satisfied,
with everyone...
(In every way,
in everyone,)
I've joy to give

Sitting down,
with an upside down,
crown of tears, tears, tears,

No one to forgive,
nothing left to give...
(Woouuoo)

How could I ever stand,
with myself at hand...

A lonely,
sad,
tear,
drips,
from,
my,

eye's..

Yet I have never been alive,
I've got nothing left to hide,
but my fears, my fears,
my fears..inside,

But I wish for a better day,
for you,

At last I say,
close your eye's and dream,
the sky's the way..follow me...

(( I have never been alive,
and yet I've satisfied,
my will to live, ))

To love,
to live,
to love,
to live...

 

Actually it's both, I have the lyrics for my piano and my older brother for the guitar.
Although I have never officially learned the piano so it might seem like a jumbled mess of notes; but I'll see if I can put it down properly on paper