Pretty happy

[JT]

...For the first time in weeks.

So a while back, I met this guy that works in the same building as me. He's so good looking, and gay. We started talking over Facebook, then texted non-stop.

Too good to be true.

I don't know how much you'll learn about the situation from that, but it helps.

We stopped talking for a while. But recently we started talking again. And last week, he visited me at work. Something was different. He was acting slutty. Wanting to hook up..

I couldn't tell if he was joking or what because he likes to "be flirty with his friends". Okay, well that's just a little over the line of flirting. Especially when you're in limbo with a boyfriend. Slutty, right?

Well, he was talking about sex all day today. I was like "you're dead-ass (serious) right now, aren't you". He said yeah. I layed it out that I'm not a concellation prize. I really wish I could put the texts up but.. that's pretty inappropriate.

He got serious. Talking about how, who knows what will happen if he and his "BF" don't work out.

Before that, I seriously thought he was looking for a shallow f**k (I didn't appreciate that), but I could tell he was being sincere. He changed my mind about him. I was on the fence of whether or not I even wanted to talk to him until this happened. I'm glad it did.

He's different this time around.. idk. He's been asking me to come to his apartment alllllll week. I went tonight. Things went well. So, hope yet? Things are looking good.