Who was your first same-sex crush?

TBH I kind of have a crush on Jennifer Lawrence from the Hunger Games movies and more recently Emma Watson. Especially after seeing her dressed up as Belle. She is just so beautiful.

 

It was in fourth grade, I had an obsession with this girl in my class.
And four years later she became my girlfriend.
Five years later she became my ex.

 

It was actually an animated (video game) character back when I was 14. That caused me to question things.

 

2014. One of my good friends, who ended up being ftm trans and pan. That was a cringey year for me...

 

This guy named josh in my music class in 7th grade. Sometimes i see him now into the church and started preaching. He was hott all during the school years.

 

Johnny Depp.. Jack Sparrow specifically... something about those cheekbones and unique personality made me blush...

Then I knew I was bi.

 

A classmate from the sixth grade. I had a pretty big crush on him, but so did the rest of the school it seemed. We kind of became friends and he admitted he hated me the first time we met.
I bumped into him a few years ago at the mall. We were walking towards each other and made eye contact. I looked away and power walked the fuck out of there. I'm hopeless. :roflmao:

 

Okay, so I managed basketball at my school and it really meant a lot to me. Well, being the scared and alone kid I was, I developed a crush on one of the players. Long story short, he hates my guts and the entire team knows my sexuality. Everyone was pretty chill about it, which was good. It was a roller coaster for a first serious crush; that's for sure.

 

I had a crush on this cool girl and I was like wow she was so amazing (this was before I realized I was non-binary transboy) She was such an amazing artist and she was probably my biggest inspiration to get me to draw actually. I never really hanged out with her much since she was busy with other friends and talking. Now she/now known as he is I'm pretty sure trans as he goes by Noah now not his deadname.

 

A guy at school called Charles. He is so handsome! <3

 

There was this guy from the 8th grade who looked attractive. For some reason, I started to have some romantic feelings for him. I tried not to have any feelings for him but I couldn't help it.

I consider myself to be questioning, or bisexual at least.

 

I recently developed a crush on Emma Watson. I think she is just a classic beauty and I'd love to meet a girl like her (I know she won't be exactly like her) but a girl that is confident and sure of herself. That is Emma Watson to me,

 

It was on one of my close friends in school. I was almost 13

 

Lena from this Russian band called tatu :lol: It was so bad that I even started learning Russian! Then it turned out they were a fake lesbian couple

 

She's one of my closest friends nowadays. We used to be very close back then too. She liked me back, but we couldn't be together. Too bad.

 

A girl in the grade above me when I was five years old. Apparently i used to pull her hair. Everyone thinks I was jealous, but I know the truth.

 

The first actual genuine infatuation I had for a guy in real life started earlier this year, and it's still continuing. I mean, I already knew I was gay--well, at the beginning of this school year, I thought I was bi, but by the time I met him, I had fully figured out that I was only interested in spending my life with a man--but I had never really had that play out in a real life scenario until this happened.

I won't give out his name, so let's just call him The Guy. The Guy is a high school sophomore who is very thin and rather tall--I only come up to his nose level and I feel very tiny-- he has sorta-long brown hair that reaches down to below his ears. He's in a progressive rock band, and he's into much of the music I like, and he introduced me to some of my favorite bands ever--I would've still hated Genesis for their 80's output if he hadn't shown me the light of Peter Gabriel, haha. He's also very sweet even though he doesn't let people see that side of him very often: he often hides the sensitive underbelly of his personality with the armor of very offensive humor and stand-offish behavior. I love him to death.

And he's straight.

So yeah.

But yeah, he is my first real gay crush. The first guy who I look at and honestly think: "I can spend the rest of my life with that man."

Granted, I am sort of a hopeless romantic, so let that color your perception.

 

My first crush was this hockey player at school, and he now hates me and stares at me awkwardly

 

Kelly mcgillis in top gun. She's also bi ;-)