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Tiny Catastrophe · 19th Jun 2009, 09:23 PM

ive never felt this way about anyone b4. in case u never read my other posts ill sum it all up. ive had feelings for my best friend and i told her last night and we hung out today and i had my first kiss (with a girl) and it took my breath away. she held my hand and my heart was racing and i had butterflies and im just sooo happy right now and i felt like i needed to share it. talking to people on this site helped me to talk to her and im soooo happy i did. i wanna thank everyone whos helped me cuz i am the happiest person in the world right now

Thisisnew · 19th Jun 2009, 09:30 PM

Aww thats sweet good for you

19th Jun 2009, 09:34 PM

Eee that's so cute =]. Good for you.

djt820 · 19th Jun 2009, 10:26 PM

Enjoy it.

JamiexX · 19th Jun 2009, 10:32 PM

That is so wonderful!
Wow. :] I'm so happy for you.

Goethe · 19th Jun 2009, 11:10 PM

congrats!

Mickey · 19th Jun 2009, 11:52 PM

Ain't love grand! I'm happy you found someone to share your life & love with.
All the best to you both! Congratulations!

CrystalCat · 20th Jun 2009, 09:25 AM

Awwwww that's so lovely! i'm so happy for you right now.

silentsound · 20th Jun 2009, 10:28 AM

that's so great! I'm so happy for you

beckyg · 20th Jun 2009, 12:19 PM

Sweet 16 and just been kissed.

Congratulations!

21st Jun 2009, 09:20 PM

wow, best of luck with your new adventure in life.

21st Jun 2009, 09:25 PM

wow, that is cool. I wish you the best in your new adventure in life.

xequar · 22nd Jun 2009, 07:38 AM

Well isn't that just saccharine hurt-your-teeth sweet?

Seriously, congrats!

D_Alejandro · 22nd Jun 2009, 10:45 AM

Aw this is just too adorable

So happy for you!

Lucy · 22nd Jun 2009, 10:51 AM

uwaa, that's awesome!! x3 congrats!!

LornTehViking · 22nd Jun 2009, 10:52 AM

That's adorable

Tiny Catastrophe · 22nd Jun 2009, 10:58 AM

i just hope one day i will have the guts to tell her

22nd Jun 2009, 05:33 PM

well my advice is to tell her how you feel. You are supposed to be best friends and best friends are supposed to not keep secrets. I read in the other thread of yours that you are hurt. Perhaps she is not sure of her sexuality and scared and maybe just straight. Even if she is straight if she is a real friend she will continue to be friends with you and support you and will still love you but in a different way. But if that fails then she was not a true friend after all. Perhaps you can join a youth gay and lesbian group in your area to help you in your journey into your sexuality as well.

Tiny Catastrophe · 22nd Jun 2009, 07:25 PM

SHE kissed me. shes been sexual with other girls shes deff bi. shes jus leading me on n i hate it

22nd Jun 2009, 09:56 PM

well maybe she needs some space and time. I am sure she has not forgotten about you. maybe she is confused with her fealings, maybe she is scared. Perhaps she has been in a relationship before and it was a disaster for her. Its been a big step for you and her from being friends into possible lovers. If it does not work then I am sure you will find someone else really right for you as you are an attractive girl and still very young.

19th Jun 2009, 09:23 PM	#1
Tiny Catastrophe Love is genderless <3 Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: 2 sisters, mom, friends, school Location: New Yorkish Age: 19 Posts: 863 Join Date: Jun 2009	im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing ive never felt this way about anyone b4. in case u never read my other posts ill sum it all up. ive had feelings for my best friend and i told her last night and we hung out today and i had my first kiss (with a girl) and it took my breath away. she held my hand and my heart was racing and i had butterflies and im just sooo happy right now and i felt like i needed to share it. talking to people on this site helped me to talk to her and im soooo happy i did. i wanna thank everyone whos helped me cuz i am the happiest person in the world right now __________________ Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there. Because you cant remember a time in your life when it wasnt but then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong, only because its so unfamiliar. Then in that moment you realize you're happy.

19th Jun 2009, 09:30 PM	#2
Thisisnew EC Addict Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: All lesbian all the time!! Out Status: I...I guess it runs in the family! =] Location: NY Age: 20 Posts: 1,302 Join Date: Mar 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing Aww thats sweet good for you __________________ Thank god for ipods and gays!

19th Jun 2009, 09:34 PM	#3
Midnight Angel Guest Posts: n/a	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing Eee that's so cute =]. Good for you.

19th Jun 2009, 10:26 PM	#4
djt820 Brutally Honest Regular Member Gender: Male Orientation: DICKS EVERYWHERE Out Status: Like A Cock Slapping Your Face Kind-of Out. Location: SoCal Age: 19 Posts: 1,282 Join Date: Feb 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing Enjoy it. __________________

19th Jun 2009, 10:32 PM	#5
JamiexX Brand new. Get to know me please! Regular Member Gender: Female Orientation: Nessexual(Lesbian with eyes only for girlfriend) Out Status: Out to everyone Location: Texas Posts: 22 Join Date: Jun 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing That is so wonderful! Wow. :] I'm so happy for you.

19th Jun 2009, 11:10 PM	#6
Goethe EC Addict Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Few Posts: 371 Join Date: Jun 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing congrats!

19th Jun 2009, 11:52 PM	#7
Mickey Older and bolder! Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: Out to everyone Location: Massachusetts Age: 50 Posts: 1,775 Join Date: Aug 2008	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing Ain't love grand! I'm happy you found someone to share your life & love with. All the best to you both! Congratulations! __________________ We don't choose to be gay...we're CHOSEN!

20th Jun 2009, 09:25 AM	#8
CrystalCat Colour Scientist Regular Member Gender: Genderqueer Orientation: Queer Out Status: Most people and anyone who asks Location: New York Age: 19 Posts: 258 Join Date: Feb 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing Awwwww that's so lovely! i'm so happy for you right now.

20th Jun 2009, 10:28 AM	#9
silentsound Flaming Thespian Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: most people Age: 18 Posts: 2,253 Join Date: Jun 2008	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing that's so great! I'm so happy for you __________________ ...and I can't wait to figure out what's *wrong* with me, so I can say 'this is the way I [used] to be'

20th Jun 2009, 12:19 PM	#10
beckyg PFLAG Mom Community Liaison Gender: Female Orientation: Straight Out Status: Out to everyone/Yes, parents come out too! Location: Middle of Oregon Age: 50 Posts: 7,572 Join Date: Mar 2007	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing Sweet 16 and just been kissed. Congratulations! __________________ "When we're free to love anyone we choose, When this worlds big enough for all different views, When we're all free to worship from our own kind of pew, Then we shall be free" ~ Garth Brooks

21st Jun 2009, 09:20 PM	#11
dude99 Guest Posts: n/a	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing wow, best of luck with your new adventure in life.

21st Jun 2009, 09:25 PM	#12
dude99 Guest Posts: n/a	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing wow, that is cool. I wish you the best in your new adventure in life.

22nd Jun 2009, 07:38 AM	#13
xequar Diapered and collared! Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: I have "The Gay." :) Out Status: Loud and proud! Location: Detroit area, Michigan Age: 30 Posts: 1,746 Join Date: Mar 2007	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing Well isn't that just saccharine hurt-your-teeth sweet? Seriously, congrats! __________________

22nd Jun 2009, 10:45 AM	#14
D_Alejandro EC Addict Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Out to everyone Location: Connecticut, USA Age: 22 Posts: 263 Join Date: Jun 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing Aw this is just too adorable So happy for you!

22nd Jun 2009, 10:51 AM	#15
Lucy EC Addict Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Generally enjoys ladies. Out Status: those who ask. Location: Milwaukee Age: 17 Posts: 272 Join Date: Apr 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing uwaa, that's awesome!! x3 congrats!!

22nd Jun 2009, 10:52 AM	#16
LornTehViking Banned Gender: I walk on the line you're not 'supposed' to cross. Orientation: Gay Out Status: I wasn't ever in. Location: Bumblefuck, Illinois Posts: 997 Join Date: Jul 2008	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing That's adorable

22nd Jun 2009, 10:58 AM	#17
Tiny Catastrophe Love is genderless <3 Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: 2 sisters, mom, friends, school Location: New Yorkish Age: 19 Posts: 863 Join Date: Jun 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing i just hope one day i will have the guts to tell her __________________ Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there. Because you cant remember a time in your life when it wasnt but then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong, only because its so unfamiliar. Then in that moment you realize you're happy.

22nd Jun 2009, 05:33 PM	#18
dude99 Guest Posts: n/a	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing well my advice is to tell her how you feel. You are supposed to be best friends and best friends are supposed to not keep secrets. I read in the other thread of yours that you are hurt. Perhaps she is not sure of her sexuality and scared and maybe just straight. Even if she is straight if she is a real friend she will continue to be friends with you and support you and will still love you but in a different way. But if that fails then she was not a true friend after all. Perhaps you can join a youth gay and lesbian group in your area to help you in your journey into your sexuality as well.

22nd Jun 2009, 07:25 PM	#19
Tiny Catastrophe Love is genderless <3 Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: 2 sisters, mom, friends, school Location: New Yorkish Age: 19 Posts: 863 Join Date: Jun 2009	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing SHE kissed me. shes been sexual with other girls shes deff bi. shes jus leading me on n i hate it __________________ Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there. Because you cant remember a time in your life when it wasnt but then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong, only because its so unfamiliar. Then in that moment you realize you're happy.

22nd Jun 2009, 09:56 PM	#20
dude99 Guest Posts: n/a	Re: im falling in love for the first time and its soo amazing well maybe she needs some space and time. I am sure she has not forgotten about you. maybe she is confused with her fealings, maybe she is scared. Perhaps she has been in a relationship before and it was a disaster for her. Its been a big step for you and her from being friends into possible lovers. If it does not work then I am sure you will find someone else really right for you as you are an attractive girl and still very young.