i am not Suicidal I wont lie and Say I didn't Used to be at one point.though, oddly enough.after I thought I was to be dead when I "woke up"I was alive.after I somwhat comitted suicide.Since then I've come to think that I did die.because certian things that people feel things for.I dont. and I cant.In part of me.I cant feel things that I Used to.its odd. but true.As for now, I've lived as to a Vampiric Feeder.and survive from Blood. and the food placed before me.though Somtimes, I feed on somthing other than Myself or "food" thats given to me.more Willingly, that is.Somtimes, I can't wait forthe willing to find me I'm doing what I can to control this. "urge" I have.I'm Glad I cannot feel for those who fall victim to me.Unlike others, I cannot feel guilt for taking them away from life."The Feed, is my Breed" if only it were that simple..-sigh- But, alas, this is my Burden to carry. I dont need to pass this on. I can tie one of our ends off. the Branch that stopped growing.In the Tree of Desendents.
