Don't know where this should go, but yeah. I guess this is a good thing. So, over the past year I've been hating my ex for the 2 years he stole from me. I won't get into it because that's in the past. It was the most intense hatred I've ever felt. But now, all of a sudden, my reaction to him is just... meh. JUST. FREAKING. MEH. And it's the same thing for my other enemies online. MEH. I haven't actually made any offline enemies . I hope this lasts. But the way I see it, this can go one of 3 ways. 1. My hatred is gone for good and it's instead replaced by apathy/MEH. 2. It actually turns into self-hatred. 3. My reaction to myself is MEH. The reason I've listed those last 2 is that I'm actually struggling with self-esteem problems. Hence the question mark next to the "yay" in the title.
