Thoughts we had as kids..

Basically just finding the right girl, which has always been there. And wondering, "um, okay, I want her - so why do I somewhat like him more than the other guys?" Being a dude who leans towards chicks with only a couple guys that stand out? Makes things extremely confusing lol. Not to mention when I was young those falsified reports that 'bisexuality doesn't exist' by the quack "scientist." Oh yeah also girls have cooties - stay away to - wanting to jump them lol. Gotta love that classic. Unsure if there's any switch in thinking for gay guys in that (?)

 

I also knew very well that there was the perfect girl for me somewhere and I was going to meet her. I also knew that before her I would have sex with other girls, maybe not as soon as I start getting my pubes, but definitely before I get as old as fifteen. Of course, what I didn't know was how exactly you force sperm to come out, but that was just a special kind of mental power that I would get to understand, so my orgasms would not be dry every time. And yes, girls were really just plain boring, to look at, to talk to, everything, but that would all soon change.

And yet I put myself asleep almost every night being in my fantasies a doctor who for some reason had to examine my especially cute male classmates naked.

 

Am I gonna have a nightmare tonight? I hope not! Lol, yeah it was an issue. But yeah, also finding the right girl, and obsessing over the current girl I was thinking about and hoping she would be in my dreams instead of something weird or scary.

 

I always used to wonder why I wasn't like the guys, what it would be like to be a girl, all those things. It was all the time too, though I never made the mistake of asking an adult about it. Then I was introduced to the world of LGBT and I figured out what I was. That's pretty much it, though I still ask myself lots of questions.

 

If I recall correctly, the majority of my youth was spent trying to find the perfect cape for the various roles I frequently played while dressing up. Capes dominated my thoughts as a child.

 

that sounds pretty cool, when i was waaaaay younger all i ever cared about was turning everything in the living room into a camp site, with the sofa cushions as the walls and every blanket i could find as the roof, i loved making mazes out of them also

as for the thought train, i wanted to be a super saiyan LMAO, DBZ was what dominated my child hood, in terms of sexuality, i knew what i wanted but did anything possible to not think about it, its just not cool being the gay kid, although from time to time i did imagine life with kids, just not with a girl, heck i still do that now, maybe one day.......

 

lOl I have always wondered what it would be like to have a penis or what it feels like for a guy when he has sex, the thought has always and still does cross my mind to this day. It's not like I want to be a guy, I LOVE being a woman and am so proud to be one. Just those thoughts always haunt me, like I would wanna be a guy for one day just to see what it's like. Also I wonder if I were a guy for a day if my mentality would change, if I would still be myself in my head or if I would think like a guy or become more horny than I normally am as a girl. lOl it's all very silly. :lol:

 

as a kid my curiosity led me to something luckily i would never try to find out on my own. I always wondered what death was like. I wouldn't try it. I didn't feel like something like suicide would give me the answer i was looking for. but that curiosity was always in my dark consciousness.

 

I was terrified as a kid when I realized how easy it would be for someone to light my house on fire.

 

Of course it does, broadly speaking. Not every fortress you make means you are an engineer type, not every coffee you make for your imaginary friends means you are an emotional type. But in general, the future personality can almost always be deduced very early. An aggressive or calm person, highly organized and strong on logic or empathic, sensitive or lethargic, these can be seen at a very young age. And I think homosexuality can also be pinpointed long before puberty.

 

Early non-sexual fantasies I had about guys when I was a kid usually involved wanting physical contact in the form of hugging/snuggling together. Sometimes it was thinking about someone I had an innocent crush on in class or on some male child star of similar age I saw on TV. Although, at the time I just thought it had something to do with me being an only child and wanting a brother. Hindsight's 20/20.:eusa_doh:

 

I used to be petrified of death as a child and have the strangest dreams ever. In regards to guys, I always used to dream about them and myself, but always involved a girl so that it didn't seem 'wrong'.

 

Thinking of ways to make myself like boys.
I always wondered what is was like to be a boy, and have boy parts.
I still do wonder this 12 years on.

 

This one has stuck with me for nearly three decades, and was so fulfilled when it was asked on a episode of 30Rock: Do we all see the same colors? Do I see blue where you see green?