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SkyDiver · 20th Aug 2012, 09:38 PM

Phew... just came out to another one of my friends through a text message. I hate waiting for the responses....

I'm also planning on coming out to another friend tomorrow during lunch.

I'm thinking about how nervous and excited I am!

---------- Post added 20th Aug 2012 at 10:40 PM ----------

GAH! Her response was "Actually?" Not sure if that's a good or a bad thing...

---------- Post added 20th Aug 2012 at 10:41 PM ----------

OKAY, it's all good. *takes deep breath*

Hazel · 20th Aug 2012, 11:17 PM

Friends need League of Legends fixed again?

Ugh.

Cascade · 20th Aug 2012, 11:32 PM

Goin' on vacation tomorrow. Be back Sunday probably. Yup.

heatqueen · 21st Aug 2012, 02:51 AM

Dear Uni,

Why exactly did I have to tell you which gender I prefer when registering for 3rd year? I mean, it's not as if my degree is going to be affected by who I screw, is it? Silly people.

Pain · 21st Aug 2012, 04:49 AM

I befriended "Anonymous" on this site. But ze just won't accept...

---------- Post added 21st Aug 2012 at 08:12 AM ----------

OMG colloquialisms! Here people say "janky" to mean messed up or similar! Delightful!

Black Cat · 21st Aug 2012, 06:18 AM

The First Lady of Comedy, a goddess in my world, has passed away.

Rest in peace, Miss Diller.

I think this would be the ideal place to laugh like her, but since this is just words on a screen, you'll have to read the laugh aloud to best get the inflection.

AH HA HA HA!

DarkClarity · 21st Aug 2012, 09:20 AM

I can't wait until the Paralympics start.

**Eric** · 21st Aug 2012, 09:24 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by QueVidaLaMia

I befriended "Anonymous" on this site. But ze just won't accept...

How could Anonymous accept? Ze hasn't been online in nearly five years! O:

ForceAndVerve · 21st Aug 2012, 09:39 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by heatqueen

Dear Uni,

Why exactly did I have to tell you which gender I prefer when registering for 3rd year? I mean, it's not as if my degree is going to be affected by who I screw, is it? Silly people.

I lol'ed. Probably some equal opportunities thingy.

TheEdend · 21st Aug 2012, 09:52 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ForceAndVerve

Quote:

Originally Posted by heatqueen

Dear Uni,

Why exactly did I have to tell you which gender I prefer when registering for 3rd year? I mean, it's not as if my degree is going to be affected by who I screw, is it? Silly people.

I lol'ed. Probably some equal opportunities thingy.

Plus organizations on campus will use those numbers in order to put pressure on administration about changing certain policies or programs. Else its harder to get anything done without concrete numbers

Ah, so first day of classes went awesome. Overwhelming and I'm exhausted, but awesome. Also went to the GSA meeting and it was amazing. Man, i missed being surrounded by LGBT people!

Bolin · 21st Aug 2012, 10:40 AM

I had probably the worst nightmare I've ever had last night.

Black Cat · 21st Aug 2012, 11:11 AM

I feel like a secretary. Except there's no sexual tension-filled office with a hunky boss like on Mad Men. And I'm not in an office. And I'm not a secretary.

But I feel like one. Why I have to call the mechanic when you're going to drive right by him on the way home is beyond me...

Vesper · 21st Aug 2012, 11:18 AM

The last track (ONLY the last track) on one of the CDs I borrowed from the local library is causing me a ton of trouble, and I have no idea why. The CD isn't any more scratched up than the other ones I borrowed (and all of them have seen much better days), and it has those metal strips on the surface just like all but one of the others, but so far, the others are playing and burning nicely.

Romi · 21st Aug 2012, 12:06 PM

"Sometimes you need more than you can say
Sinking on the inside
Longing just to hear the words we say
Love until it hurts dont fade away
Love until it hurts dont fade away
Love until it hurts you all the way"

Why? Why now? It doesn't make any sense. I'm just at war with my body again...and it's not even ... When one thing starts to make sense, something else goes crazy inside of me and I can't understand any of it. It's so silly.

Demo...wouldn't it be nice? Nice to have a love like that... Ah...don't misunderstand me..I'm not wanting it to be here right now. I have a lot of things to do yet. I just think that one day..it would be nice. Also, I am simultaneously worried that time will never come. Not because I'm downing myself, but I'm worried about what's going to happen to us all in the future. I just have this feeling that I can't shake... I want to hurry and move forward as fast as I can, but I'm worried there's no point and so I should savor the little things while I can. Eeto...it's all so confusing.

Ha. Hahaha. Look at me. Confessing silly things on a simple thread like this. But it all started just because I wanted to say what I was thinking...

Well...I keep thinking about the new book I'm working on. So...I'll leave it at that, I guess. But I still haven't decided the other guy's name. He's a stubborn character, I tell you.

Anyway...I have work. Ja ne.

21st Aug 2012, 12:37 PM

Hm, I'm not sure if the guy I like is gay or if it's just my wishful thinking. Probably the latter.

Romi · 21st Aug 2012, 07:47 PM

I can't believe I cracked at work. .....Something is seriously wrong with me. All t took was one overwhelming customer and I just lost it. Took a "30" minutes break which ended up lasting later than that because I couldn't even pull myself together. Whatever's wrong with me...I need it to be fixed. And fast. I can't afford to be like this.

Theory · 21st Aug 2012, 08:06 PM

School starts in a week. New school... new people... new classes... harder work... panic attack. UUUUGH why??? >.>

IanGallagher · 21st Aug 2012, 08:09 PM

... is wondering what it's like having only one father rather than one and a faceless one.

21st Aug 2012, 08:09 PM

@ Theory - Same thing for me, except that school started this week for me. I totally had a mean girls moment during lunch.. I ended up eating in the bathroom >_< it was disgusting..

Dummy · 21st Aug 2012, 08:18 PM

Could this be a crush? Why is it always someone taken,someone straight,someone that doesn't exist or someone I don't know?

20th Aug 2012, 09:38 PM	#4141
SkyDiver ภูมิใจที่ได้เป็นเกย์ Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Out to everyone Location: Alberta Posts: 1,758 Join Date: Mar 2012 Tournaments Won: 3	Re: What Are You Thinking? Phew... just came out to another one of my friends through a text message. I hate waiting for the responses.... I'm also planning on coming out to another friend tomorrow during lunch. I'm thinking about how nervous and excited I am! ---------- Post added 20th Aug 2012 at 10:40 PM ---------- GAH! Her response was "Actually?" Not sure if that's a good or a bad thing... ---------- Post added 20th Aug 2012 at 10:41 PM ---------- OKAY, it's all good. takes deep breath

20th Aug 2012, 11:17 PM	#4142
Hazel Professional Lurker Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: A few people Location: Minnesota Age: 24 Posts: 256 Join Date: Aug 2011	Re: What Are You Thinking? Friends need League of Legends fixed again? Ugh.

20th Aug 2012, 11:32 PM	#4143
Cascade Waiting Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Parents, 4 others Location: Saskatchewan Age: 21 Posts: 421 Join Date: Feb 2012	Re: What Are You Thinking? Goin' on vacation tomorrow. Be back Sunday probably. Yup.

21st Aug 2012, 02:51 AM	#4144
heatqueen ~free spirit~ Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Bisexual Out Status: Generally whoever asks Location: I travel a lot Age: 21 Posts: 6,203 Join Date: Jan 2008	Re: What Are You Thinking? Dear Uni, Why exactly did I have to tell you which gender I prefer when registering for 3rd year? I mean, it's not as if my degree is going to be affected by who I screw, is it? Silly people. __________________ Don't drink and drive. You might hit a bump and spill your drink. Evita: "The actress hasn't learned the lines you'd like to hear."

21st Aug 2012, 04:49 AM	#4145
Pain Once QVLM Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: It's Facebook official. Location: Betwixt Canton, OH and Pittsburgh, PA Age: 19 Posts: 2,535 Join Date: Mar 2012	Re: What Are You Thinking? I befriended "Anonymous" on this site. But ze just won't accept... ---------- Post added 21st Aug 2012 at 08:12 AM ---------- OMG colloquialisms! Here people say "janky" to mean messed up or similar! Delightful! __________________ Ningendo

21st Aug 2012, 06:18 AM	#4146
Black Cat Ever The Consummate Gentleman... Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: This cat is out of the bag - I mean closet Location: Pennsylvania Age: 22 Posts: 2,984 Join Date: Jun 2009	Re: What Are You Thinking? The First Lady of Comedy, a goddess in my world, has passed away. Rest in peace, Miss Diller. I think this would be the ideal place to laugh like her, but since this is just words on a screen, you'll have to read the laugh aloud to best get the inflection. AH HA HA HA! __________________ "Your life is an occasion. Rise to it." - Mr. Magorium

21st Aug 2012, 09:20 AM	#4147
DarkClarity Just a miserable pile of secrets. Full Member Gender: XY Orientation: None of your bloody business Out Status: Not out at all Location: England, UK Age: 18 Posts: 1,723 Join Date: May 2011	Re: What Are You Thinking? I can't wait until the Paralympics start. __________________ Life and Death: Compassion and Apathy: Happiness bred from Despair: All irreconcilable forces fighting for dominion over a vessel destined for oblivion, fighting for dominion over DarkClarity, the living contradiction ...

21st Aug 2012, 10:40 AM	#4151
Bolin Chikara koso subeta da Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Bryce-sexual Out Status: A few people Location: South Carolina Age: 23 Posts: 3,800 Join Date: Apr 2011	Re: What Are You Thinking? I had probably the worst nightmare I've ever had last night. __________________ "I'm talking 'bout real* love." ~Bolin*

21st Aug 2012, 11:11 AM	#4152
Black Cat Ever The Consummate Gentleman... Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: This cat is out of the bag - I mean closet Location: Pennsylvania Age: 22 Posts: 2,984 Join Date: Jun 2009	Re: What Are You Thinking? I feel like a secretary. Except there's no sexual tension-filled office with a hunky boss like on Mad Men. And I'm not in an office. And I'm not a secretary. But I feel like one. Why I have to call the mechanic when you're going to drive right by him on the way home is beyond me... __________________ "Your life is an occasion. Rise to it." - Mr. Magorium

21st Aug 2012, 11:18 AM	#4153
Vesper Female Gorilla Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Probably asexual/mostly homoromantic. Out Status: To some friends, but not to family Location: Wisconsin, USA Age: 27 Posts: 1,787 Join Date: Oct 2011	Re: What Are You Thinking? The last track (ONLY the last track) on one of the CDs I borrowed from the local library is causing me a ton of trouble, and I have no idea why. The CD isn't any more scratched up than the other ones I borrowed (and all of them have seen much better days), and it has those metal strips on the surface just like all but one of the others, but so far, the others are playing and burning nicely. __________________ --- “But evil cannot be made good by revelation, and good cannot be made evil by persecution.” - Helen H. Gardener Last edited by Vesper; 21st Aug 2012 at 11:22 AM..

21st Aug 2012, 12:06 PM	#4154
Romi Love Full Member Gender: Genderqueer Out Status: Most are aware to some degree. Location: Virginia/NC Age: 25 Posts: 2,027 Join Date: Aug 2012	Re: What Are You Thinking? "Sometimes you need more than you can say Sinking on the inside Longing just to hear the words we say Love until it hurts dont fade away Love until it hurts dont fade away Love until it hurts you all the way" Why? Why now? It doesn't make any sense. I'm just at war with my body again...and it's not even ... When one thing starts to make sense, something else goes crazy inside of me and I can't understand any of it. It's so silly. Demo...wouldn't it be nice? Nice to have a love like that... Ah...don't misunderstand me..I'm not wanting it to be here right now. I have a lot of things to do yet. I just think that one day..it would be nice. Also, I am simultaneously worried that time will never come. Not because I'm downing myself, but I'm worried about what's going to happen to us all in the future. I just have this feeling that I can't shake... I want to hurry and move forward as fast as I can, but I'm worried there's no point and so I should savor the little things while I can. Eeto...it's all so confusing. Ha. Hahaha. Look at me. Confessing silly things on a simple thread like this. But it all started just because I wanted to say what I was thinking... Well...I keep thinking about the new book I'm working on. So...I'll leave it at that, I guess. But I still haven't decided the other guy's name. He's a stubborn character, I tell you. Anyway...I have work. Ja ne. __________________ * * * If you get lost, you can always be found. Just know you’re not alone. Cause I’m going to make this place your home.

21st Aug 2012, 12:37 PM	#4155
Snowy Guest Posts: n/a Tournaments Won: 15	Re: What Are You Thinking? Hm, I'm not sure if the guy I like is gay or if it's just my wishful thinking. Probably the latter.

21st Aug 2012, 07:47 PM	#4156
Romi Love Full Member Gender: Genderqueer Out Status: Most are aware to some degree. Location: Virginia/NC Age: 25 Posts: 2,027 Join Date: Aug 2012	Re: What Are You Thinking? I can't believe I cracked at work. .....Something is seriously wrong with me. All t took was one overwhelming customer and I just lost it. Took a "30" minutes break which ended up lasting later than that because I couldn't even pull myself together. Whatever's wrong with me...I need it to be fixed. And fast. I can't afford to be like this. __________________ * * * If you get lost, you can always be found. Just know you’re not alone. Cause I’m going to make this place your home.

21st Aug 2012, 08:06 PM	#4157
Theory Member Regular Member Gender: Female Orientation: Bi... maybe Out Status: 4 friends and my dad Location: TX Posts: 39 Join Date: Jul 2012	Re: What Are You Thinking? School starts in a week. New school... new people... new classes... harder work... panic attack. UUUUGH why??? >.> __________________ Even when it feels hopeless, You're gonna get through this, Head above water, gotta fight from going under, Even when it feels useless to wish, You're gonna get through this

21st Aug 2012, 08:09 PM	#4158
IanGallagher The fluctuator Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Mutant and proud Out Status: All except work and extended family. Location: I fly as much as Superman Age: 25 Posts: 912 Join Date: Apr 2011	Re: What Are You Thinking? ... is wondering what it's like having only one father rather than one and a faceless one. __________________ “Men have always had men. Da Vinci. Abe Lincoln. The guy from Hogan’s Heroes. Choose a gender and find someone who wants to fuck. Preferably for free.” - Frank Gallagher, 'Shameless'

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21st Aug 2012, 08:09 PM	#4159
Snowy Guest Posts: n/a Tournaments Won: 15	Re: What Are You Thinking? @ Theory - Same thing for me, except that school started this week for me. I totally had a mean girls moment during lunch.. I ended up eating in the bathroom >_< it was disgusting..

21st Aug 2012, 08:18 PM	#4160
Dummy Well Known Full Member Gender: Female... kinda Orientation: Gay Out Status: Some people Location: In a land far away... Age: 16 Posts: 214 Join Date: Aug 2012	Re: What Are You Thinking? Could this be a crush? Why is it always someone taken,someone straight,someone that doesn't exist or someone I don't know? __________________ Can't you see that this is killing me?