so i have this one friend who i really think i have a partial crush on. sometimes the thought will pop into my head that if she were gay we would so be together (or at least have tried it), but i also try to keep that thought out of my head just in case it could ever change our friendship. she really does seem to want men only, though she does love the heck out of me hahahaha. i say "partial crush" because it's not like i'm heartbroken that it won't happen, it's really just like "awww man, too bad huh." tomorrow i'm going to the beach with her and i've just noticed how giddy with excitement i am.
Actually, I have had a lot of those. I can think of 4 girls and 3 guys, at least, that I've just had a "partial" crush on. But none of them have lasted long, a few days or less than a month... Usually my real crushes last a longer time.
She was my neighbor during our freshman year of college, and after that we were roommates for 3 years. And we graduated 3 years ago, so wow it's been around 7 years. Haha I hadn't even realized how long we've been friends!
i think i have had one as well, i never really found the right words to classify how i felt towards them but partial crush sounds good to me haha
