Hey everyone, this little online community has helped me a lot. I'm really starting to like myself for who I am. I want to share something: I've been feeling so great about myself over the past month and a half. I'm pretty much fully open to myself about my own feelings and accept them, and am even starting to be proud of my uniqueness as a person, which is something I haven't ever had. I dream of that dream guy again like I did years ago, but now I don't wake up hating myself and feeling like I am a sick and effed up person. I wake up being happy about my dreams.(!) I know it will definitely still take time, but I am looking forward to find my dream man. A guy who I can share everything with, and he with me. thanks for letting me share