Sick; I might not be on as much for a while...

Because of my eating disorders (anorexia and bulimia) i've just been getting sicker and sicker. I've missed school the last two days due to complications with them. So I won't be on EC as much as i used to for a while. I think i vomited blood the other night so in fright i told my dad about it and then my mom so they have a constant eye on me, whoevers house i'm at. What were trying to do is keep me out of the hospital at all costs. We don't even know if the same one my mom went to many many years ago for her anorexia even exists. Plus i really can't afford to miss school, as its bad enough I missed two days already. I'm basically making myself eat, mom makes sure i don't try and purge, and drinking tons of fluids as i'm very dehydrated. we can't afford a hospital visit either so we're trying to work out of it at all costs. I really don't want to stop but I know that now if i don't i'll just get worse and die. So i'd have to go to the hospital if i get caught trying to purge. Even if I can't come on I'll have Dan (steam_giant) update you guys on here. I'll try to still come on but i will just keep up on the reading of posts and not post too often. I really just need to rest and get some calories adn nutrients so my body can function properly again. So thanks to everyone for the support and everything I've always found at EC. I just figured i'd send and update since i won't be on as much and i', unsure about the current condion of my health. (&&&) :icon_redf