Hi, I've posted on this site a few other times maybe 3-4 months ago. I started posting here because I was questioning my sexuality and I wasn't sure if my OCD was to blame or if I was gay or bi. My compulsion was trying to masturbate to gay thoughts/porn which never gave me an erection once for the first 3-4 months (not once), of course I was able to get erections to women no matter what, but lately I've been able to get erections to ANYTHING I think about (things that are foreign and weird), like any type of animals (even rodents which I find DISGUSTING) children, aliens, holes in the ground even, hell even by thinking about screwing holes in WALLS and TV's, as well as men a few times. Haha I know how crazy that sounds, and when it comes to masturbating to men it's still very rare, only happens when I think about sexual acts that turn me on, and like I said when I think about these acts with LITERALLY anything in existence. Not to be graphic I even got one to thinking about burning my...self..with a lighter (as long as I associate that act with it feeling good). I know this sounds. So am I gay, and a pedophile, and into animals and all those other weird things? Or could it be something else?
Hell, I'm 22, and *just* calming down from the same situation. Blame it on raging hormones, and have a cat lie in your lap.
I'm 22 years old but it's so weird. I don't understand why I can get an erection to ANYTHING in the world if I think about a certain sensation or sexual acts that I find hot in general. I feel crazy, disgusting, and weird. I got an erection thinking of oral from a rat (like that's even possible I know). But my OCD had made so much progress but I feel myself spiraling all over again. I feel like I can't consider myself just straight anymore..there isn't even a lable for me. And even if I don't get an erection 99% of the time, the fact that I have to these things even if it was once, means I'm not straight.
You got erections to women but not men before right? You sound straight to me. Getting an erection can happen randomly and easily if you're a bit randier than usual. (I assume? LoL) Put your worries to rest... you are a healthy hormonal man so be proud... LoL
Well it's not that I get erections to men often....it's for the most part very rare..given that I perform my masturbation compulsion daily (ill try to see if I can be an erection to men to see if I'm gay or not..at this point 1-2 a day I'll try before when it was really bad I'd do this compulsion like 20-25 times a day or more)..like I said though its only happened a couple times but I could get it up to thinking of ANYTHING else when it's happened...I'm honestly more concerned about being a pedo and into the other weird things (like animals, burning myself, and inantimate objects) now because I've honestly seen more success with those (although it hasn't been very successful honestly) then with the gay thoughts. I get erections to women though ALWAYS. It's never been sporadic.
I just got one to dead animals and people and kids. I REALLY don't want to live anymore, I am insane and there's nothing anyone can do for me at this point. I have no worth..
I heard a friend of mine back in the old days when we where teenagers, said he`d get an erection every time his aunt (50 years) passed him in the hallways, and it was freaking the crap out of him, lol. But truth is, teenage hormones are running rampant in your body, creating havoc. There`s no point in trying to make sense of it, because inside your chemicals are going wild! It doesn`t mean you`re a pedophile or an animal lover, or any of these things, so try to calm yourself by thinking that it`s natural and normal, and it will pass. Just don`t assault any innocent rodents, and you`ll be fine There`s nothing wrong with you! *hugs*
If you're about the same age as most folks here it's because you're SUPPOSED to get wood at the drop of a hat. Just grin and bear it. When you're my age you'll have all those pleasant memories to be thankful for.
