Discover Your Sexuality

High School, or the American Middle School.

 

Think I've known for as long as I can remember but didnt properly accept it until a year ago

 

To some extent I think I've known since I was about 15/16 but its only now that I've accepted it I'm discovering who I am

 

Grade 7,8,9,10,11,12
I knew that I was more attracted to boys my own age ,than I was to girls my own age, there was a few exceptions of some good looking female teachers and also some older male tv personalities and other male tv personalities of my own age

 

I discovered mine last year. My problem was up to that point I was trying to date straight girls who wanted me as a guy. Once I figured out my label (Transsexual), and how we could be a lesbian I was like "oh...now all of my problems make sense.". I feel sorry for the straight girls I dated who were trying to figure out why I felt more like a sister and less like a boyfriend.

 

Still figuring this stuff out now. Luckily I'm still in highschool, so I've got barrels of time to figure it out.

 

A couple o' years ago when I was just a wee young laddie mucking 'bout in te Spring time.

 

I have always been a girl inside, in fact when I was 5 or 6 mom explained I was a boy like dad and it crushed me. When I was in the 7th grade I had my first crush on a boy named Jeremy. June

 

I realized my sexuality at the end of junior high but I didn't accept it until my first year of high school

 

Oh God, I remember those "this is your real gender" conversations all too well. You need a big hug for having to go through that trauma. (*hug*)

 

I hit puberty quite early for a guy, on ages 11-12. There was a lot of acne and a general feeling of worthlessness, so I decided to search more on the Internet about the male puberty. On doing so, the photos of the boys going through it actually turned me on, and as it persisted, I started looking at gay porn and enjoying it. I had a short relationship with a girl, good while it lasted, but I had no sexual feelings for her. In 2010, I came to realize that I was definitely gay.

 

My time was in high school, Freshman year. One of my friends got bored and decided to tell me that another of my friends liked me, and I was open to it, even though I was a very religious Christian during those first two years of high school. I quickly became VERY attached to the girl who "liked" me. I caused a lot of problems for her, but in the end I decided I actually did like girls, and she and I are still friends.

 

About eight months after high school graduation for me, and it was more of an epiphany instead of a gradual realization. I'm very glad I know that part of myself, though

 

In eight grade, 14-15 years old and fell in love waaaaayyyyyy before I was ready.

Still got the bruises to prove it. :roflmao:

 

I've been attracted to girls since I was five. I didn't really think my attractions were noteworthy until I was twelve. It was really scary for me. I was so deep in the closet I didn't dare ask people online even though I knew I would be anonymous. I pushed those thoughts to the back of my head until I was fourteen. I also started to get attracted to boys after watching gay porn. I still don't know if I'm bisexual or just a lesbian. It's kind of hard to come out when you don't know who you are. I guess I'll just tell people I'm bisexual until I get absolute proof I'm not attracted to guys.

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I can relate. When I was ten i started to look at other girl's bodies more. I thought it was just being curious about puberty. I didn't realize I was turned on by it until I was twelve.

 

I had girl crushes in 6th grade but didn't really come to terms with it until a few months ago. So it took about 10 years

 

i discovered who i was about maybe a month ago???
but i originally started questioning a year ago

im still piecing puzzles together but im pretty much past the denial and anger part....and im at the acceptance part but im stil ltrying to piece some things together