I have severe insomnia right now and can't sleep even though I'm tired, so this might be really stupid. Right now, even though I have slightly effeminate mannerisms, people assume I'm a straight loser who can't get a girl (it's true that I'm a loser and could "get" neither a guy nor girl if I wanted a relationship, but that doesn't matter). And even though actually saying I'm gay could be disastrous, acting with a certain level of flamboyancy wouldn't be (it's complicated at my school, because the homophobes assume everyone's straight unless flat out told otherwise, but not so with everyone else). So I want to subtly imply that I'm gay, not to my parents, but to my schoolmates. So this needs to be something I can turn off. I should also note that I used to be a lot "gayer" acting as a very young child, but due to my parents' "conditioning" I have turned down those mannerisms a lot. Any suggestions?
I'm not sure why you would want to hint that you are gay to homophobes. Might be the insomnia in both of us. =P=P=P=P
