I'm sick of not having someone important in my life. I want to find the love of my life right now. I dont wanna wait, Im sick of waiting. Some people may think this is selfish but I dont care. I know I haven't come out to everyone so maybe when I do I will actually be able to go out and find this guy.
I will continue to say this, again and again...you can't expect anything. You can't expect to go out and find someone just because you come out or just because you try and go out to a bar or something like that. What you have to do is work on yourself, put yourself in situations where you might be able to find someone and then see what happens. You aren't selfish - I feel the same way. I've just been there.