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Stewie_r · 3rd Apr 2008, 09:34 PM

Do you have a crush? A straight crush?
I do, and let me tell you, it feels like crap. You know, loving someone that is never going to love you back, it hurts, a lot.
Everytime I get lost in his eyes, or get to thinking "what if...", I start singing this song in my head, because it represents how I wish I felt about him, getting over him, breaking free form these chains, from these feelings that are tearing me apart.

It is truly an amazing song, I hope you enjoy it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYtyxwEeAcg (I put the link because I don't know how to put the video)

"Chivas"
You’re not worth it babe
The trouble you bring
The noise you keep
And you don’t even care, yeah
I’m so sick of you babe
Nights wasted on through faking
You don’t turn me on
You don’t do anything at all

Baby, I can’t stand the sight of your face
Baby, I don’t even wanna hear your name
Don’t know what I saw
But I ain't seeing it now
Woke up this morning
Bitterness in my mouth
Guess I fell too fast
Guess I learned my lesson
So much for true love
I’ll take the chivas instead
Yeah
I'll take the chivas instead
Oh yeah

You’re too high maintenance, babe
All the time you spend trying to fit in
And no one even cares, yeah
It’s so ridiculous babe, watching you turn as I burn
It’s like I’m not even there, yeah

Baby, don’t you try and hold my hand
Maybe, you should keep your eyes on your new girlfriend
Don’t know what I saw
But I ain't seeing it now
Woke up this morning
Bitterness in my mouth
Guess I fell too fast
Guess I learned my lesson
So much for true love
I’ll take the Chivas instead
Oh
I'll take the Chivas instead

Over you're bed
It wasn’t even good
Trust me
I must have been so, so, so, so lonely
You...are...crap
Yeah
You should keep your eyes on your new little brat
Yeah, it’s hard not to look I know.
I’m amazazing
I love you, Chivas.

After reading my whole post, I think I sound so sad and depressed,but I guess it's just the mood I am in.

4th Apr 2008, 12:24 AM

I never had a really strong straight crush, once but it was nothing much...
My bf had a big big crush on a straight guy, it took him 6 months to get over it...

Vampyrecat · 4th Apr 2008, 03:55 AM

Straight girls are the Bane of my life.

I hate them. They go....."hmm...I might be bi, I dunno, I'm so curious....nah I've decided I'm still straight..Sorry!" and string you along like they have nothing better to do.
Gah. Tired and cynical. Sorry guys.

3rd Apr 2008, 09:34 PM	#1
Stewie_r Member Regular Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Ten people! Yay me! Location: México Age: 21 Posts: 29 Join Date: Mar 2007	Chivas Do you have a crush? A straight crush? I do, and let me tell you, it feels like crap. You know, loving someone that is never going to love you back, it hurts, a lot. Everytime I get lost in his eyes, or get to thinking "what if...", I start singing this song in my head, because it represents how I wish I felt about him, getting over him, breaking free form these chains, from these feelings that are tearing me apart. It is truly an amazing song, I hope you enjoy it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYtyxwEeAcg (I put the link because I don't know how to put the video) "Chivas" You’re not worth it babe The trouble you bring The noise you keep And you don’t even care, yeah I’m so sick of you babe Nights wasted on through faking You don’t turn me on You don’t do anything at all Baby, I can’t stand the sight of your face Baby, I don’t even wanna hear your name Don’t know what I saw But I ain't seeing it now Woke up this morning Bitterness in my mouth Guess I fell too fast Guess I learned my lesson So much for true love I’ll take the chivas instead Yeah I'll take the chivas instead Oh yeah You’re too high maintenance, babe All the time you spend trying to fit in And no one even cares, yeah It’s so ridiculous babe, watching you turn as I burn It’s like I’m not even there, yeah Baby, don’t you try and hold my hand Maybe, you should keep your eyes on your new girlfriend Don’t know what I saw But I ain't seeing it now Woke up this morning Bitterness in my mouth Guess I fell too fast Guess I learned my lesson So much for true love I’ll take the Chivas instead Oh I'll take the Chivas instead Over you're bed It wasn’t even good Trust me I must have been so, so, so, so lonely You...are...crap Yeah You should keep your eyes on your new little brat Yeah, it’s hard not to look I know. I’m amazazing I love you, Chivas. After reading my whole post, I think I sound so sad and depressed,but I guess it's just the mood I am in.

4th Apr 2008, 12:24 AM	#2
JSG Guest Posts: n/a	Re: Chivas I never had a really strong straight crush, once but it was nothing much... My bf had a big big crush on a straight guy, it took him 6 months to get over it...

4th Apr 2008, 03:55 AM	#3
Vampyrecat "Meow" Said the Cat. Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesbian Out Status: Everybody who Matters to me. Location: 1 hour east of Portland, Vic. Age: 20 Posts: 1,622 Join Date: Jul 2007	Re: Chivas Straight girls are the Bane of my life. I hate them. They go....."hmm...I might be bi, I dunno, I'm so curious....nah I've decided I'm still straight..Sorry!" and string you along like they have nothing better to do. Gah. Tired and cynical. Sorry guys. __________________ Call me Tess. Hey lets all eat chocolate!!!!!!!!!! Nom nom nom. Is the EC Gf of Heatqueen. Telly forever