Hinting my brother

[darkestknight]

Oh!

Just now, when he fetched me to my college by car (we study together there) we talked and talked and talked... and talked.

Then, I brought up a very funny topic. About my ex-classmate back in all my high-school days. He is still studying in my college too, and I met him sometimes.

No, I don't have a crush on him, but I told my brother a story about him. He is suspected to be homosexual.

Back in 2003 (we were 17), me and my close friend noticed that he kept on being with a nice, charming guy next classroom. To be honest, that guy is hot too! (sadly not my type haha) On that guy's birthday, my classmate actually gave him a very nice present, and a very good poem too. The gift, could be the best one among all in the class. Then, as me and my friend are just playful assholes at that time, we silently laughed that he is homosexual, and sometimes joked around "Hey you fall for him eh eh?".

Needless to say, second-guessing people's sexual identity isn't polite at all. But the story actually made my brother to told me that he knew a classmate of his who is also a homosexual, as he heard that he kept on insisting to find gay porn. Whoa.

He later told me... "Shit, one prick is enough, I can't see even more than one! Man, the only thing to determine he's gay or not is to let him watch that videos. If he's all stimulated... that means he's one of them. So your classmate is one of them?"

I answered, "Dude, I can't just intergorrate him, and force him to watch these? He is so damn sensitive, anal and sissy to be watching these. Once, my friend jokingly said 'fuck' and he got all charged up in a playfull manner. See..."

I continued, "Well he could have collection of straight and gay porn, who the hell knows?"

He said, "Oh, if he has straight videos, then there's still hope! Once he *did* that thing to a woman, you know he's just straight as a pole!"

"Shit, I wish that is so damned easy. But the thing is, what ever they like is whatever they like. Once they have feelings towards each other, there IS a possibility that sexuality could be determined. Anyway I don't fucking care if he's bi or not. He's all the same to me."

"Whoa, how did you learn all these? You look expert in those stuff..." my bro said. He looked amazed. But certainly, he doesn't really familiar or like those homosexuality or bisexuality kind of stuff.

In my thoughts, I answered, "From EC, and from my experience."



Maybe if he could understand deeply about my sexuality, that will be very wonderful. I pray and hope so.

[InaRut]

You and your brother's dialogue reminds me of Catcher and the Rye dialogue. Xept less, "God Damn" hahaha.

As for this situation, I can't really say if this is a good thing...I guess it is I mean you gave him some brotherly advice about homosexuals....but you kinda let him rant on a bit.

*shrugs*

I really don't know what to say...

[darkestknight]

Ha, well, he knows lotsa guys who he suspect to be homosexual, and sometimes even know some of 'em.

From his statements, he said that being a Bi is okay because he said it could change. However, changing isn't one of my style for now because I am what i am.haha.

And I haven't told him yet. I will see what happen. Either it'll be interesting ... or not.