Hi. I'm turning 19 soon and that means I've been accapting my sexual orientation for one year. I have come out to most of my closest friends but my family is still a big issue. What I would love to hear is your coming to terms with your sexuality story. Is it the same questions for guys as well as girls? Did you feel guilt or acceptance at first? What's is your first romantic experience? For me I've allways been questioning my sexuality. As long as I can remember I've been considering myself bisexual even if I did not know the word or it back then. What made it take so long for me to finally realize I was gay was the simple fact that I liked gay porn. I know, I'm stupid. But for me it was like, okey I don't like lesbian porn that much, I don't like straight porn at all, but I like gay porn... That means I'm super duper straight! It was very confusing when I found out that many lesbians where watching gay porn. Gosh, why are females so complicated?? When I finally realized that the attraction towards guys wasn't there I felt a bit defeated, I'm a very sensitive person and I thought being gay was an issue I would have to deal with all my life. It has been a much more pleasent experience than I could have imagined. My friends where very cool with it, some of them was denialing it, and still are, but that is just fine with me. It's been very easy for me, and I'm so thankful! My family does still not know, I plan on telling them when I've moved out. So what's your story?
