Should I feel bad I didn't go to the last GSA meeting of the year? Mostly I didn't have a lot of time because I have to get ready for finals, but I also haven't been to the GSA for the whole term because I've been too busy. I'd feel really awkward just going to the last one, and I really REALLY didn't want to have to sit through it and watch my ex girlfriend hanging all over her NEW girlfriend. I feel like they'd kind of snub me, and I'd just feel really uneasy in general! It's still so uncomfortable to see them in the cafeteria because I really haven't spoken to my ex since I broke up with her (though I did it in the nicest way possible and we left on good terms, I think), and I don't know what her new girlfriend is like because I've hardly spoken to her all year! I just really didn't wanna gooooo! :tears: And even though most of the officers are seniors, I see them in the cafeteria and around campus. I just don't feel it's my place to go even though they were texting me asking if I was coming eventually. Should I feel bad? Am I a wimp?
FYI, if it's things like orchestra/choir/band/sports, yeah, you would need balancing. but GSA is still a club, right?