Do my best, or do my worst. Amen.

[darkestknight]

Hey all.

The upcoming week is exams week. Yes, finals do suck, when I am half-prepared and all in the rush.

I am a little bit confident with Dynamics exam, which will be the 1st day. If I screwed it up, i'm not fucking dead yet. All I have to do is to do it again which of course sucks my balls.

And also, I have the best possibility of destroying my Numerical Methods paper. First of all, I blame myself for not being intelligent to understand his garbled, and cluttered notes he gave. Secondly, he should be teaching US (the engineering students like me) to use the equations instead of deriving them all day long and not being able to apply these in engineering world. Worst of all, he's teaching ALL THE MATHS like he is teaching MATHEMATICIANS. No wonder everyone's head is spinning profusely. And even the mini tests are being destroyed too - it contributed a percentage to the finals too. All he could come up with the questions are not pertaining to the ENgineering world, but all in his Mathematical world.

Of course, I do respect him as a very good lecturer and have the best brains around, but didn't he know that he's actually using the wrong method to convey ALL his information? Remember, we are not B.Sc. Mathematics undergrads - we are swinging Engineering dudes!!

And when he got commented in the user forum, he was quite obstinate about "letting the students understand". I don't know why some of the students will just flatter him and become over-protective with him. Honestly, I'll give him the praise, and then criticize. I have to be honest with myself, not because of he will get me free fucking marks?

Okay. I possibly got to save and salvage some more marks for myself - I have to drill myself onto the study table with the laptop (i lazy to print the solutions given from the user portal) and continue grinding!!

[total mo]

Okay, so do you want us to be saying "good luck in your exam" thing or say what he's doing is completely wrong because it is completely inappropriate for your engineering world?

[darkestknight]

Oh sorry I typed way too fast!

First, wish me luck in the upcoming exams. It could suck or go well, I guess. But it doesn't matter anyway.

And also, I have to admit that I have an obstinate Numerical Methods lecturer. How I wish my previous lecturer tought me on this one. haha.