I went to the pride party in boston on sunday. I had a blast. I've never kissed so many guys in my life. I was questioning my identity when I came on this site. I still do have some questions about it. I don't question that I am attracted to women anymore. I have since had three more sexual partners since I came on. However, at the pride party, my bi friend brought her friend, a female to male transgender, and I felt some attraction to him. I also felt some attraction to another friend's former partner, who is biologically male, but identifies as gender fluid. I didn't feel any arousal when kissing the other guys at the pride parade . (I will be honest, if I could choose my sexuality, I would choose bisexuality) It was just interesting to me Also, I had a guy message me on a dating site and said he was interested in doing sexual things. I was intrigued. I have always wondered about that. I have joked with lesbian friend, who is extrememly attractive, about us being friends with benefits. I tell her she could close my eyes and imagine I'm a pretty girl who is stimulating her. I wonder, would that actually work? And could that work for me and a guy? I didn't pursue with that guy because he seemed very sketchy and I like to be careful with online dating.
