I have never felt this way before about my sexuality, but I'm definitely feeling it now. I was sat watching the music channels on TV this morning, and, of course, there were cute music videos of girls and guys being in love. It made my heart sink, and I wished that I wasn't gay. Especially the Taylor Swift/ Ed Sheeran 'Everything has changed' Taylor Swift - Everything Has Changed ft. Ed Sheeran - YouTube I'm dissapointed in myself that I even thought that, but these are my first thoughts of rejecting my sexuality. It sucks. :icon_sad: