So im really wanting to tell my friend that im gay (thru text) but then i always chicken out probly because i feel like i am wasting her time or bothering her or whatever else. And i also hate making conversations all about me so thats another reason i havnt told her. But life is hard to deal with when u cant talk to your friends about how ur really feeling, instead u have to lie and say 'im great, how are you' even though ur dead inside from being someone your not for 9 years or so. I guess there is no real question here and this is probly a waste of time but i feel like if i dont come out to her im lonley and if i do come out would that even benefit me orleave me feeling the same as i always do? I donno what im.looking for here, support? Answers? i donno someone i can talk to i guess...
Feel free to add me and talk on my wall about anything if you need to talk someone. First, if you're having trouble sending the message or typing it, you're probably not ready yet. That's just how I played it. I waited until I had that feeling of "fuck it' and sent the message to my best friend who I knew would be perfectly fine with it. It was nerve wracking and awkward, but I did it. Maybe you just need to wait for one of those moments. Do you think your friend will support and accept you?
I feel like she is an accepting person, i feel like having a long convo with her about all goddamn problems right now would just b an inconvenience to her or somthinmaybe thats just all in my head. I think you r right i probly just need to say 'fuck it' one day and see how she reacts...and thank you for replying it means alot
Im kinda like that with my mum, if we are watching tv I feel like just blurting 'I'M GAY' out, but I cant. The time will come, when you ready.
