we are best friends and i love being with her. but i am sexually confused and depressed because i dont know if i am gay or not. i love her dearly for 8 years. i told her how i felt a year ago but she doesnt like me in that way. i want to move on and get over her but she wants me to be in the same class as her at college, see me at college to early before her class starts, text me all the times (sometimes) and wants my attention only on her. i feel like she is playing with my heart. i love her but i want to move on because there is no point loving someone who doesnt feel the same. i hide how feel and cover the depression because i dont want to show her that i still am liking her and i still have depression. i dont want to speak of the issues with her and i anymore, because it was last year. :tantrum:
