It's amazing how far I've come...And so little at the same time

Whoa this is my first post in three years o_o...What I mean with how far I've come is that I had this account with a fake email...a username that would be untraceable to me and well almost anything xD Thinking about it now seems silly
And so little because well :s I have just come out to my friends but not my family :/ (I've even come out at interviews for models of United Nation or other university related things, a thing I found amazing : O)
But come on! I should totally come out to my family, and i know at least my mother and sister would be accepting...I just don't know how I would go around this things x.x
Anyway hello : D

 

Yeah o_o I didn't even noticed when I stopped the habit of posting here until recently...
And I dunno...I doubt I would ever work up the courage to ever tell them, I was thinking of doing it in a letter? but I feel that is way to impersonal, and I feel that if I do that I would never come home out of avoiding their reaction xD
:/ What i mean to say is that I just don't see a way...Even when they have implied things I automatically change the subject