I'm getting desperate to come out now, keeping it inside is making me unhappy. Buuuut I've got to wait till after my 21st birthday celebrations (birthday on Thursday, celebrations on Saturday) as I know there will be some upset and I don't want to ruin the family gathering. I know it's not long, this time next week it could be over, but oh my god... It's getting so hard to pretend! Can't live like this...
Ah! Tell me about it! I have told a few friends and my boyfriend that I am trans, but I can't tell my mom until the end of this month because she is on vacation, and I need to wait until after my next therapy appointment. Every time I talk to her I just want to yell I AM TRANS but I cant. AND not being able to tell her for a month means I cant tell anybody else in my family (big mouths) ugh. I feel your pain! But you are doing great, just keep venting here whenever you get impatient! You'll be able to be fully yourself soon.
Thanks guys! I never realised not coming out would be this painful! I used to think I was better off living as straight, but now, definitely not xxx
Best of luck! Also, it's my birthday next Thursday 19th (is that the same day? or is yours the 12th?)
