i wrote this poem dedicated to all addicts and recovering addicts i just thought i'd share it with you all. Never Enough its never enough to take just one its never enough you see i'm so hopelessly addicted so its never enough for me i don't try to hard to stop it i pine and ponder for my next fix i need, i want, just one more maybe four or five or six i feel that i don't want to beat it so why should i even try i love this feeling i always get i'll keep at it till i die. you see, you see its never enough its never enough for me. i'm just addicted to this thats the ways it just seems to be. but even as you hold me on the deathliest sick bed i know inside i have to stop its a battle in my head. you try and help me beat this you try as much as you can but please try to realize this i can't take a helping hand. i must traverse this road alone. i must be the one to see that i have to try hard as i can it has to be enough for me and once i finally kick this you can return to my side i'll cover old scars and memories but not deep down inside i knew i had to face this the day would always come i take your help with gratittude no matter where it comes from. i look back on my past now. and regert some things i've done but now all that really matters is that i've actually won. So alone i feel so free now not taken by this wrath gladly i can say now i'm walking a different path.
