No matter the outcome I am telling my parents this weekend I really can't say how it will all end but I refuse to tell myself lies anymore to keep this in the closet. I feel like I've wasted so much time pretending to be this person that everyone else wants me to be but I just want to be myself now. I hope it goes well as at the moment I am living in my fathers house but should it not I have a friend that needs a roommate so I will not be homeless hopefully. I am going to tell them that I need them both together so I can talk with them. I know that once it is known to them and the rest of my family that I ever go back in the closet. I'm tired of hiding in the bathroom to put make up on or spend an hour or two messing with my hair. I am sick of every time I see a girl that everyone I know expects me to go damn when I can't take my eyes off of her sexy boyfriend. I hope the this will make things easier with telling my baby momma that is still currently living with me. Everyday trying not to cry because if I let it out I don't know how to stop once I start. I want to be able to say what's on my mind and not keep everything in my head. So wish me luck I will keep you all posted on how things go. :starwars:
well I came out to my day which I thought was going to blow up into this denial drama. but he was actually very nice when I was trying to explain how I feel and whats been going on I started to almost cry and he even told me it's okay you don't have to get upset I still love you. my mom blew me off and couldn't make time to sit and talk with me so I could tell her too. but besides me being pissed at her everything so far is going good I hope things stay this way and thank you all for the support it has helped so much.
Well, if it went well with your dad, it's most likely going to go over better with your mom (aside from the possibility of tears). As a general rule, girls are generally easier, and although exceptions exist, here's to hoping you aren't an exception. Very happy for you .
