Dont have much to say.People on here inspired me to be more accepting of myself so yeah.I suppose once I am in a loving relationship the sex will become less of an issue for me.As well as the fear.Best just get over it already.I actually considered being single for my lifetime for a short while before posting this but started to realize how ridiculous that is.I guess negative sexual experiences do screw one up to a certain extent,but wont let them win.The end.