Hi, So I'm not yet out. No one knows and to be honest I'm still trying to accept it myself. I'm going to be moving to another country soon. I won't know anyone there, not a soul. I'm thinking that this might be a good time for me to really get involved in gay scenes -at least out of curiosity if nothing else. It's something I've always been scared to do in case someone I know sees me there and that's it game over. There though no one will know me and I can...be myself. Is this a good idea? Am I just running away from the truth? Right now I think it might be my best/only option. Just hang off for now and I can relax when I get there.
