Those of you who don't know me-- Hi! I'm Nessa! Those of you who do know me may know most of my story so far. For the longest time, I had a suspicion that I may like women. Like, practically since I was 5 or 6. I had a really hard time coming to terms with it, but I finally did last week. Now, as some of you may know, I'm not out, save one person, but she moved the day I told her. (I told her as a parting gift.) I'm waiting to tell anyone until I talk to my sister-- my former best friend. I used to be super close to her, but I moved to a different state about four years ago, and we've become rather distant as of late. I love her dearly, but I have no idea how I'm going to tell her. It may not be for a while. Although I'd love to talk to her pronto, I think it'd be best if I told her in person. That's probably not going to happen for about another year. =/ What I'd like to ask of you all is for your help. I rarely talk to her on the phone, so I believe that's a bad idea, so how exactly should I bring it up to her when I finally do see her? She's 21 and pretty much everything I'm not, so nowadays, I get nervous even talking on the phone with her. If you guys have read this entire thing, I thank you very much. You all are wonderfully beautiful people. Anything you can give me will be a huge help. Love you all.(*hug*)
