Here is my story: So I was dating a girl that I thought I had feelings for and really liked/loved for 9 months. We had sex which was horrible and every sexual experience after that was so so. I could not orgasm for her what so ever and she was not able to get my dick to stay up. I could never cum for the girl and kept thinking about a guy stroking my cock instead of her. I also cum normally when i stroke my cock or watch gay porn. I would watch gay porn and imagine what it would be like to have a guy do all those things. I love pink fur and pink silky things. I also really like candles and the smell of them. I broke up with this girl because I felt things weren't going good and my feelings were completely mixed. I always ended up looking at guys holding there women's hand while I was passing by with my girl. I never held my girlfriends hand unless she wanted me to. I always felt my attraction to guys were stronger then woman. I am more of the cuddle type and always felt like the female in the relationship with the girl which was okay for me. I really wanted her to be a man. I went after the girl for her personality because it was more like a dude's more then anything. I had always liked men since high school and hung around them more. Two weeks ago I came out and am very happy I havn't found that perfect guy yet, but when I do I hope he accepts my past as much as I accept his I tried to tell my story on another forum but that forum is full of jerks so I am hoping someone will accept my story here. I am proud to be gay and be happy
That's awesome! I'm happy for ya! And it's great that you are proud and happy, too! I'm still in the process of coming out to my friends, but it's always nice to see stories like this. How did your family/friends take it?
welcome to EC, congratulations. i only came out to myself on wednesday, and here yesterday. is again congrats.
Welcome to Empty Closets, and congratulations on coming out to yourself, as well as to somebody else. Glad to read that you are happy, and that things seem to be going in the right direction for you.
My mom will always be proud of me no matter what i decide to do All my friends support me in my decision to be with a man and be gay. Let me tell you its awesome to be able to and still have freedom I was loosing myself trying to please my ex girlfriend and what was worse was I wasn't even attracted to her. Now I am bouncing back and better then ever I am becoming the person I want to become I havn't told my dad or grandma yet. My dad is 55 and my mom is 55 but my mom is up with the times. My dad is not up with the times and is bi polar. Won't tell him until I have a boyfriend.
