I feel like I'm trapped in the closet. I don't live in a homophobic area, I'm just way too unsure of myself. I go from thinking that I'm gay to thinking that I might be bi and then I tell myself that I just give up on finding a label. Most of my insecurity about my sexuality seems to be caused by OCD and being femme.
Ugh. I can't even imagine how anxious you are too just be you. I'm in the same situation, luckily my Dad is supportive. You're not in it alone, but wouldn't want to give advice while I'm still in too, lol.