Ever since I was in middle school I always felt that I was I guess different. Throughout highschool I dated guys and I got hurt whatever moving on, but I remember when I first saw two girls kiss it made me feel like that's what I wanted. Its been about five years and I'm sick of hiding that I'm gay. I don't know how to fully come out to everyone without caring about what people say.
I know how you feel. But even so, be patient and start making small steps, instead of a big one, because you can regret it and not be prepared for what comes You could start coming out to your best friends first... and then see how things go on from here.
You need to ask yourself if deep deep down you are really bothered about what others think of you or say about you. What's more important to you? Your own health and welbeing? or how you're perceived by others?