My sexuality has been the biggest issue for me. I am 35 and I have been "experimenting" for 15 years. I am trans-attracted and although I have know for a long time, I have bouts of intense resistence. I am very attracted to penis and anal sex. I know what I like, I am just very down about it right now. Like some people on here, I don't feel like I fit in anywhere. Also I am addicted to masterbating and chatting online. I used to watch porn, now I try to chat and video chat. I am just very down about it because I am not sure if I can keep away from it bc it turns me on, but I feel badly. Any good words of advice are appreciated.
