I don't really know my sexual orientation but I have had crush's on guys and girls. One of one of my close friends (who is a guy) I tell many things too and I can trust him. Yesterday texting we go on the subject of crush's and I told him that last year I had a crush on a girl. He didn't reply negatively. I didn't really say my sexual orientation but I just said that I am confused and having a hard time trying to work it out. It feels like a HUGE weight has been lifted of my shoulders becasue I have be burying it. It also feels like a step towards being more open (?) and myself in a way. I currently feel a mixture of (!) this and this.
Its good to see that you have that weight lifted. Its an awesome thing when things don't go super badly. Its a great first step!
Awesome I wish I had your courage. Though I think guys are too much of assholes to keep secrets. Good luck have fun we'll be there for support.
Update: I came out as questioning to another 5 friends and a friend of friends on skype in a casual conversation. As soon as I did they all started making jokes about discovering myself using yuri or yaoi (is that it???) But after that they were dead serious and their is not pressure in finding a orientation/label. It feels really good! It was kinda a random thing to just say.
