So, I'm an ftm, and I really want to come out . I'm so sick of staying like that. We're MUSLIMS and that means my family is against LGBTQ folks. They are also very unsupportive toward my male behaviour and dressing. They even hate it when someone thinks i'm a boy. I mentioned that I Have male secondry character (i.e deep voice, muscle mass, hair growth) I Have female genatila, and menstruate. my family doesn't want to check me, because they afraid that I might be a boy. Thought I have one bro and 4 sisters. I cant really write letters, cause they throw away any paper, nor that I can sit down with them, because they don't listen. I wanna come out :sad; any advice?